Just Being ME =D
Monday, December 22, 2008
To end of a long season of hibernating.
First of all, thanks Carrisa for being so hyper over my birthday. I will make sure your 22nd birthday is not your own setting it anymore. =D
And next followed by Mark who I really thanks God to always meet you when I got a revelations for growth for NYP. Now we must go ahead to plan it don't we. Plus being supportive along with Carrisa for my crazy idea of a birthday. Even got confirm friends already. I was touched. Feel so tempting to ask who will be there but I want to keep it as a surprise too. As curosity killed the cat. I don't want to be a cat.
Then Val for kept me companied when I went for the weird outing. Thanks God I met you, or else, I will be so weird at the outing as it is just not my cup of tea.
And I thanks my favourite anime series which I rushed out to watch finished.
Now watching Blood+ after I finished rewatched Bleach, Naruto Shippeden.
Someone once said to me saying, "anime is for kids, why do you like it?"
The reason is the same as why I loves Harry Potter...
They are never realistic.
Sometimes it can be a pain living in a realistic world, being too realistic and too logical.
The past few years before I knew God, to recognise that I still can cry is through the anime that I watched. From magical to angst, they kept me in check.
The more sad it is, the more it reminded me that life is not always happily ever after for everyone and it kept me compassionate about people.
They taught me more things than people can ever imagine about life.
Innocent is not equal to virtue.
I long lost that innocent part of me.
Yet people said in the heart, I am still innocent in my spirit.
Maybe anime give me that part of innocent that the world can no longer contain it.
I enjoyed it. And I enjoyed romance and sappy shows in my own ways. I enjoyed watching fighting scene and even though there are times I lost my appetize because of a bloody scene I watched in anime, I still enjoyed it in my own ways.
Some said I'm a saddist, some said I'm child-like, some said I'm just enjoying myself.
But I said, I just being myself.
Being in my own world of imagination.
But God reminded me, I must entered that imagination realm with Him more often.
I feel that as long as I lived and as long as anime directors lived, I will continue to watch it without ceasing.Labels: Being Me
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