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UNDERNEATH THE STARS

I'll wait for You, my LORD.

A Warrior Princess, Daughter of The Most High God, devoted to Mercy, Truth, Grace, Justice, Freedom, Dignity and Value

"You shall also be so beautiful and properous... a crown of glory and honour in the hand of the Lord..."
Isaiah 62:3


You don't have to know me to know my story.
I only need an audience that is faithful to follow my story.
It only take a second to see me.
But a hundred years to know me.
It only take 3 seconds to leave an impression.
But only a minute for me to treat you like my best friend.
What is your place in my life?
It is up to you to decide and I to make a decision.

MYSTICAL .

SALT.AND.LIGHT


Evangeline Gabrielle Wang Shi Min

Physically BIRTH @ 25th Jan 1988
Spiritually BIRTH @ 21st Aug 2004
Water Baptism @ 10 Sep 2005
Asian
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Belonging to God's Kingdom
Serve in W532, LYL Zone
Once W516, W495, E457, N266, GT Zone
City Harvester @ Heart
Reside @ West District of SG

I am worth, $1,907,040

Attached on 25th Jan 2010
To a lovely and caring bf => Yang Changhan


A Million LOVES

[#01] God and His Kingdom
[#02] God's family [CHC]
[#03] World Missions
[#04] SOT 2008
[#05] Nations
[#06] Worship, Classical Music
[#07] Black, White, Brown, Purple
[#08] Sight-seeing, Blogging
[#09] Raining Days, Winter
[#10] Dark, Coffee Chocolates
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[#12] Lavendar
[#13] Poems, Theology
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[#16] Steamboat
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[#18] Stars, Hearts, Bling Bling Stuffs
[#19] Citigem
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Dreams, Visions, Desires

[#01] Having God's presence EVERY SINGLE DAY!
[#02] More Revelations
[#03] More Inspirations
[#04] Love God Even More Each Day
[#05] Forever Passionate for People
[#06] Be a GOOD Shepherd
[#07] Leaders' Meeting
[#08] Mission Trips
[#09] Israel Study Tour
[#10] Be Debt-Free
[#11] Theology Degree [Master and Bachelor]
[#12] Matt 28:19-20

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[#01] God's General Series
[#02] New Pair of Grey/Black Jeans
[#03] Ed Hardy T-shirts
[#04] Bling Bling accessories
[#05] Ink refillers for my Brothers' printer
[#06] Fujipix Z30 [Purple] Brought Sony instead!
[#07] Leather Jacket
[#08] Steamboat
[#09] Fish & Chips
[#10] Chocolate Fondue
[#11] 1st Goal
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[#13] 3rd Goal
[#14] Taiwan Trip
[#15] Korea Trip
[#16] Purple Inspiron Mini 10
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Photos to be updated... =X
Thursday, January 28, 2010

Aw... I still got so many photos to update. From the start of 2010 till now.

And not to forget, those photos of my gifts. =P

So many people have been asking how dear get me to agree to be his gf.

And those who heard went "WOW"...

=)

Dear was telling me it showed how much he love me.

And truly, it shown.

Especially the amount of saga seeds.

=)

Now I understood why I brought a glass bear but never be able to use it caused in the end, I used it to contain the saga seeds. =)

Photos to be up soon.

"Was reading all those comments that flooded our walls. Really feel very happy. Because we know that we have a bunch of good friends that are supportive. Some even said never have they see so many people flooded someone's wall because they are attached. And somehow, I am happy that we are the 1st to experience it. =)*

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Remembering the LORD @ 3:44 PM

To Love and to Care
Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Today at Pst Tan's meeting, I hearing God once again told me about love and care.

To love people and to truly care for them.

It can be tired, having some people dropping by and doesn't seem to get it about what's so wrong about them and what problems they facing.

But when they finally get it and decided to change and do something about it, the feeling is great.

And it happened once again.

I am hoping I am right to care for these people, knowing that people might not understand, they might not understanding themselves, but like how I changed over the years, they can do.

To LOVE and to CARE.

Can you do it?

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Remembering the LORD @ 12:38 AM

Simply Blissful
Tuesday, January 26, 2010

I glad I made the decision.

Cause at the end of the day, it is all worth it. =)

OFFICIAL is such a nice word. =)

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Remembering the LORD @ 1:38 PM

Understanding...
Monday, January 25, 2010

Thanks for being understanding...

Really appreciate it.

=)

And I shouldn't care what others sees, cause God will lead the way.

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Remembering the LORD @ 1:24 PM

As the Deer

I was listening to this song when I teared.

All the memories of the things that happened in 2008-2009 flushed into my mind.

The toughest years of all.

And thinking back, I thanks God for His faithfulness.

I am not perfect.

But my God always make me feel so loved... =)

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Remembering the LORD @ 10:57 AM

Thanks God!

This birthday isn't easy.

Just today I was rather stress again...

Just want a peaceful birthday but I really thank God for this friend that came across my mind.

In the midst of all, as I was stressed in my heart, God is good to me.

Tears that wasn't shed and still wasn't shed, I thank God for this prayer because He know my struggles and He know it isn't easy for me.

I wish I got more friends that really support me through prayers rather than just plain words.

And after so much, letting go is the most relaxing...

=) And my parents' blessing just make me so happy.

Remembering the LORD @ 12:53 AM

A few more days
Friday, January 22, 2010

A few more days and I am 22...

Time really flies...

Thanks God for my mum, she getting me a new pair of black jean.

And I so wanna get a leather jacket but is it necessary for me to get now?

But my heart so itchy.

So wanna get it.

And I pre-ordered Ba Gua from Eugene and I pray very hard, let this be the 1st CNY in the last 3 years that I am well and healthy.

I want my fried foods and my Ba Gua. =P

Now I got a new boots, I love the card that CHC sent, and up next, I got a new book called Outliers.

And all I pray that this new day, I will find my answer to my career...

Where should I do next?

I need to plan and I need to clear my school fees. Can't wait till 2016 when my dad hit 55. Cause who know how the policies gonna change.

Even if I can waive it off when he is 55 but... policies always and will always change when we less expected it to.

Now I rant non-stop about various things.

I can't wait till I have fish&co and chocolate fondue. Sinful yet lovable. =)

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Remembering the LORD @ 11:37 AM

Enjoying catching up

1st time really talked to Gabriel and also David.

It is great even if it is msn.

Like what Gabriel said, like we know a new friend.

It makes me think back to SOT year.

By the way, Gabriel is my SOT mission team mate.

SOT is too short for us to know everyone in details but the time afterward, is what link us together because of SOT.

Awaiting catching up again... =)

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Remembering the LORD @ 12:58 AM

Thinking and COMMITING
Thursday, January 21, 2010

Thinking about Haiti...

Thinking about work...

Thinking about the next step.

There is a lot I am not going to say anyway.

Swallow them up...

Time to seek the Lord and committing all these into His hands. =)

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Remembering the LORD @ 12:49 PM

Praying FERVENTLY

I need to replan how to feed my soul and spirit.

Hahaha...

Time to take out all my sermons and beside that, I need to pray more.

Need a direction...

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Remembering the LORD @ 9:11 AM

NICE Hair
Wednesday, January 20, 2010



Definitely love her hair.

=)

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Remembering the LORD @ 11:55 PM

Be WHO You Really Are

Have been bother by this somehow.

Saw the tweet war among a couple between finances.

Heard my friend shared with me of a guy who complained about the spending on girlfriend.

Is that what a relationship is all about?

And shouldn't think be solved in a proper way?

Was having a conversation with 2 persons over msn today.

One thing the woman said, man is like that, go all out for a woman, tolerate everythings before getting attached and then after attached, some of the things become irritating to the man, so enjoyed courtship.

Another man in the conversation was stunned and lost of words.

And I got to admit, I can't help but think the woman is correct.

Things like this can be very simple.

Somehow what a wise and married woman shared with me is very true.

Choose a man who love God. (And we must also truly love God)

If the man love God, how can God not speak for him to change? (Same thing applied to women here.)

And I got to agree.

Seeing it, hearing it...

Goodness, it caused me to reflect, how to be a better person, yet at the same time, pray for someone who will be who he really is.

I don't want to get together with someone who changed after we attached. (And the same goes to women.)

Believed it or not, it is one thing I always asked myself that beyond all the good stuffs a woman can see, can we accept even the bad stuffs that we discovered.

And believed me, I always look toward the bad stuffs more than the good stuffs to ask myself this question in term of this.

And I hoped someone will accept me just as I am.

My good points as well as my bad points.

Because I am learning to do the same.

AGAPE LOVE: the GREATEST love of ALL

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Remembering the LORD @ 11:17 PM

Haiti

Haiti, remind me of Sichuan.

Wanna to go, but couldn't because of the funding and as I seek, as I slower my pace... I understand myself better.

Now I still praying for the people there and resolved to helping to contact all my medical friends. Hoping to find just anyone who can go.

Little helps is better than no help at all.

And if this isn't the season for me, prayers can help too.

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Remembering the LORD @ 5:56 PM

Enjoying EVERY single moments

Enjoying every single moments of realising how much God has blessed me with.

And I know this is just the beginning.

=)

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Remembering the LORD @ 12:17 AM

Shocked but Grateful
Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Don't know how to say it.

Was shocked at the gift.

It is my 1st time receiving a gift like this.

Compared to others...

I was shocked beyond words.

But thanks for making the effort.

=)

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Remembering the LORD @ 8:00 PM

Feeling BETTER
Monday, January 18, 2010

Feeling better...

Better than the beginning of the week.

Wanna maintain the smile.

=)

And enjoy life...

*I still think of Haiti and praying for the people. Not as bad as Sichuan Earthquake when I cried every night when I prayed for China.

God, whatever it is, please keep the team safe.

And I still happy that our church got the land finally and even with critics laughing and criticised us, it didn't change the fact that in the midst of all, our church sent team to Haiti while God give us this land after years of waiting.

GOD is INDEED faithful.

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Remembering the LORD @ 11:25 PM

Lost of Sleep... =X

I must be so used to be sleeping after 1am that when yesterday I wanna sleep at 12mn, I closed my eyes and still couldn't sleep.

No matter how tired I was, I just couldn't sleep.

And when I finally slept and woke up, I have a dry throat that forced me to wake up.

How cool is it?

=X

Remembering the LORD @ 9:19 AM

Wow...
Sunday, January 17, 2010

Wow, I am amazed, talking about the book and now a friend has brought it for me.

And another friend brought me a pair of boots from Taiwan.

I wanna treasured each of the gifts because I believed, it is given by God.

Thanks Jesus! For a wonderful start before my birthday.

=)

And I pray more shall be added unto me!

In Jesus' name I pray, Amen!

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Remembering the LORD @ 8:16 PM

A MEETING That Touched my HEART

It was a dinner with Elaine, one of my helpers from my 1st CG.

I had always admired her for her talents, her gifts, her characters.

And... She always seem so faraway and I never really know her very well.

But yesterday dinner with her, opened me up to a deeper insight of her.

Her sacrifices, her hardships, and what she went through till how God opened doorways for her and her husband.

I was touched deeply in a miraculous way.

And to hear about Cliff and Pearly's story from her, I really see how God's way is higher than our ways and prayer never failed.

For days I had been asking, is money all people can think about, and how Singapore has become such a reality country that I felt that it has become hard to believe that all that I ever do is on track from God even if it wasn't the best job in the mind of people.

But yesteday dinner, I saw that every doorways that is opened is an opportunity, no matter how small it is.

For after entering it, is a whole new dimension.

And I believe, for myself, for my future, for the someone of my future, as long as we love God and be willing to obey Him, He will never fail us.

And He will ensure, every single steps we take is a step closer to our destiny.

And one thing I learnt is to have relationships above all things for relationships create opportunities into a realm of unknown and breakthrough.

And everythings started from relationships.

And I thanks God that this is the best birthday gift so far.

Beside the fact that she remembered my birthday and gave me a treat but this 3-4 hrs of sharing really opened me up and God, I love this answer that I has been asking You for.

Because when You are silent and still, You have prepared a way to show me the answer.

And now, I am determined to fulfill this call.

Think beyond what I am thinking.

Confess a 1000 times!

Yes, I can.

Talent without relationship is not stewardship excellance.
In serving God, we're also serving others.

- Elaine


I will remember this and I will remember why I choose this path and walk with God even when people don't understand.

Because this is the door that God opened for me.

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Remembering the LORD @ 9:59 AM

Confession to MAKE!

I have a confession to make!

That my handphone bill shoot up to $116 and it is not due to my BB then what is the cost?

All because of my data plan that is not disactivated before my Blackberry plan kicked in.

So, my data plan itself hit to $230 but starhub gave me $203 discount.

Yet plus GST, it isn't that cheap afterall.

I was having heart attack when I saw it and I went and talked to my mum.

And lo and behold, my mum said, no problem, your dad will pay anyway since the electrical bill got $80 discount.

And to say the true, my dad took the responsibility to pay for my handphone bill along with my sis's handphone bill and all housing bills that we have because over the years, when recession kicked in, my dad couldn't really gave her much allowance as before, because as some of you know, my dad was cheated by his best friend and in return, owed credit cards debt.

It was a hard time when I was 12 because my mum was super angry with my dad and we were suppose to shift house.

Yet somehow, we made it through, my dad still owed the debt but we paid off the housing loan for our 2nd house within a year and the house belonged to us.

And later part of the years, my mum decided to start working again and I drifted apart from my parents because they were no longer frequently around me and I needed to be a babysitter for my sister.

Tough but God's plan always prevailed.

When I got saved in 2004, my dad's debt wasn't clear off immediately but blessings started to come into my household and protection over our finances as I started to give my tithe and offerings.

I make sure, I will not miss a single time of opportunities to give and even at the expense of skipping my meals, fast so that I could save up, I make sure, tithe and offerings must be 1st given to God.

And right here right now, if people said that my parents so nice, paid for my bills, then I can say, it is the personal responsibility that they willing to take for us.

They have this unsaid agreement on how to provide for us.

My mum took care of our allowance and my dad took care of all the bills.

They might not have much physical saving, but they do investments with their CPF and they worked hard for the future of us.

And when I went with the news that my bill shoot up to $116, my dad just told me, it's alright but of course, it is a blessing and I can't take it for granted.

I will keep track of my bill since I just started out with my Blackberry and after calling starhub and ensure the usage of my plan...

Now I can use with a peaceful heart!

This is my confession to make and I proud to say, I got a pair of parents that might not be perfect but they always put us 1st to love us and even if they are traditional but the way they provide for us really inspired me to know what to do for my future family.

Thanks dad for caring and understand and even if you are the silent dad in the family, but instead of questioning why my bill is so high, you instead understand me...

And thanks Daddy God for bringing the blessings, knowing that many times I asked You, and seek You and knock and knock and You never once cast me away but showing me time after time how loving You are. =)

Every single thing in life is a blessing from on high and I don't want to take things for granted.

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Remembering the LORD @ 1:20 AM

Tough but BREAKING Through

I wish my friend is here so that I can share more.

But I also know, even if he asked me to sms him whenever there is anything even as he is at overseas, I couldn't really do it if it is meant to make me strong.

Facing the possibility of losing job, wanting to rush to Haiti, facing people who I don't know whether they can see that instead of being negative, they should be positive...

Etc and etc, I wish I can complain and I turned to God. Because I want to be stronger with the strength of God.

Yet I leave a message when I thought I am going Haiti and when I am not and also the news about our church building because, all these define my moments of breaking through, even if I hasn't been to Haiti and last min received news that I wasn't in the team but still, I am in the waiting list, awaiting news from MJ and the Citycare Org.

And I thank God for the watch and chocolates.

It remind me that I should still be awaiting.

I was partly thinking, if I go for the trip, I might not be back in time for the celebration and in my heart, I am praying that it will not clash and I double checked a couple times to ensure, it will not clash.

When I couldn't go Haiti, somehow, my friend was being encouraging... and said, if it is meant to be, I should be happy and indeed, I am happy...

I never think much like being asked not to, and my mind really goes blank but as many things came clashing into me, I saw the hands of God holding me.

And... I looked at the chocolates and as I ate it, I feel less stressful.

Indeed, it is tough but breaking through. =)

And... for side note... 20th Jan in 4 more days... Awaiting the return of my friend. =) Have a safe trip back...

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Remembering the LORD @ 12:59 AM

A TEST
Friday, January 15, 2010

I will make it through, this test of life.

In this crossword of decisions, let me see a clearer light... =)

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Remembering the LORD @ 2:19 PM

Disappointment?

Disappointed am I?

At 1st yes, but after thinking about it, I realized God will plan something better for me.

I might not go for the trip, but I enjoy every moments I have in SG.

Enjoyed being with my family.

Enjoyed food.

Enjoyed being afraid of insects.

Just plainly treasured all that I have. =)

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Remembering the LORD @ 11:11 AM

God, Bring Me Through
Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Beside my friend not here for a week...

I was feeling a bit down because of a news at work.

Really praying about it now.

God what SHALL I do?

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Remembering the LORD @ 9:32 PM

Believing
Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Always believing that when God give a vision, He lead us to our DESTINY.

Was pin-ing my friend today.

Was quite surprised that she messaged me.

But the conversation was one that I was so fired up yet I couldn't show it to her.

I know she is down, when her dream is gone from her.

Yet she failed to see the other way for her.

Others have saw it for her, I have saw it for her...

But she want it her own way.

Believing?

Is it that hard?

If you are in the situation, you will find it hard and I can understand for I went through the same doubt to find that God has planned everything according to His divine timing.

Trust and do not doubt.

Faith is the substance of the things hoped for, evidence of the things not seen.

And today, I still living it... =)

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Remembering the LORD @ 3:50 PM

Tough but LOOKING on...

Sometimes it is really tough, when people you once know or like become people you wanna stay away from.

To see someone turned into some people that I need to beware, I thought back those good times and ultimately, I choose to decide to stay away.

For to the person, the good times no longer matters and it become a unworthy memory.

If friendship if this cheap to the person, no longer need to hold it too against the heart for, letting go will sometimes released burdens...

I am looking on, and moving on from this person's life.

And let someone familiar become a stranger.

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Remembering the LORD @ 11:26 AM

Another Blog?
Monday, January 11, 2010

I must have more than 4 blog accounts!

Can anyone believe it?

To find out more, you may access through my links on the right side.

Under "Other Parts of Me"!

Remembering the LORD @ 10:26 PM

Awesome Conversations
Sunday, January 10, 2010

Had a facebook private message with a long-time helper from my 1st CG.

She is always someone I am inspired to be.

Never got a chance to really be close to her, but through how she lived her life, I learnt from her, and determined to be someone like her.

She is always the one who caused me to decide to give to God 5 years of my life to prepare myself for my future and the destiny God give to me.

And who knows, when I message her for her BB Pin, she initiated a meet up and it really touched my heart when she spoke of one of my vision that I shared with her like 3 years ago at JW root top.

That was super long.

And today, God still reminded me of this vision that before my destiny, this is what I need to reach.

1st Goal... Here I come!

Dream of it, visualise it.

The next 1 year, is a season of greater height, and I want to prepare myself even more.

And really hope that I got a chance to meet up with her.

And maybe her husband will come also as I never see them apart. =)

*3rd time in a week that I am reminded of this vision. =) Yes, I will make it through!*

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Remembering the LORD @ 3:16 PM

I break the rules!

Okay, I know someone will "hai" because while I still got cough, I actually ate chicken and chocolate.

But I did that for a reason cause I am now feeling better and the cough will continue at least for some more while.

Knowing I always got persistance cough, so I now feel that I am better so I ate.

But now I am feeling sick because of this meal that my office prepared for everyone.

Oily and plain oily!

I took honey green tea and the oily-ness still with me.

Argh!

Now, I need a good rest!

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Remembering the LORD @ 2:41 PM

Enlarging my vision
Saturday, January 9, 2010

Overnight PM with Yilun, and today service once against reminded me of my 1st calling to God.

Really very touched, really very impacted.

1st goal, here I come...

I won't hesistate anymore, thinking that I am too introvert to lead.

I will press in and look up.

I will pray and confess and dream of it until it come to pass.

I will see beyond my current situations...

And I believe, God will do even more than what I see.

Time to put vision into work! =)

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Remembering the LORD @ 10:57 PM

Seeing One's True Colors

God has an amazing way to teach me new lesson.

I always tried to see whether someone can be trustable and often, I found myself observing them to determine whether they have a heart that is genuine.

I thought, this person in my workplace can be my friend but turned out, not only do I saw through her true characters flaws, but I starting to beware of her.

If misunderstandings happened only with one person, we can think it is just the clashing with one another characters.

If misunderstandings happened with 2 persons, that is something to wonder about.

If misunderstandings happened with 3 persons, definitely something is wrong.

That what happened, one colleague had a misunderstanding with her, and she came to me talking about how she disliked the person and all... Until the colleague also talked bad about her and... she decided to confront the person.

2nd time, with another colleague, same thing happened... But no confrontations.

And 3rd time, it happened with me and this time round, my colleague shown me the various stuffs she talked about me and for a moment, I really angry to the max...

But thinking back...

It shown one person true colors.

I made my fair share of mistakes, but this incident taught me to be beware of people who seem nice to me, but we never know when will we get hurts.

To think back, it seem like its time for me to stay away.

Friendship can only reach a certain point with people who refused to learn.

And... through this, I saw my own weakness and may God teach me how to overcome it.

In 2010, I am detemined to be wiser, be more understanding, be more discipline.

Fast more, pray more...

And to meet people who is truly God-sent.

Gone are those who come in sheep-clothing but is actually a wolf in covering.

Appearing are angels who will bring us closer to our destiny.

God, thanks for reassured me.

And thanks for loving me.

Remembering the LORD @ 10:31 PM

Turmoils?
Friday, January 8, 2010

Overwhelming emotions that I faced once again.

Alone and maybe I come to realise, I just need to seek God one on one?

Because afterall, God is always there for me.

When nobody understand, He does.

When nobody bother, He does.

When nobody cares, He does.

He knows the way for us and I need to look ahead.

Hopefully won't have insomia tonight.

Remembering the LORD @ 12:55 AM

Heavy Hearted

Back from overnight prayer meeting, and reaffirmed of my calling through what God spoke to me and from Yi Lun.

Yet as I was on my way home, I can't help but feeling heavy-hearted.

God, why am I being placed in this environment?

With hypocrisp around?

Really feel lost, just want to have a memory that forget and a heart to forgive.

Just one moment of thought, won't it be good if the children of God learn how to be more understanding? Then maybe, the world won't laugh at us for thinking we are higher than them.

If we can truly be humble, things will be different.

God, show me Your ways so that I know the next step to take.

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Remembering the LORD @ 12:17 AM

Testing of Patience
Thursday, January 7, 2010

Has been tested in my patience again and again.

Feeling so irritated yesterday.

But God said one thing, "forgiveness is given when true repentance exist."

God, helps me...

Even if the person never see that she is wrong too...

Just helps me to stretch myself.

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Remembering the LORD @ 9:22 AM

Appreciate
Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Thanks my friend for accompanying me to see doctor.

Will listen to you and avoid all unnecessary stuffs that will worsen my condition.

I need to gain back my health before my birthday and also, chocolates are waiting for me.

Really wanna appreciate you for all that you have done.

Even if I love to prank you.

Well, because you are such a good-nature person.

So...

But still, really appreciate you.

=) And may I gain back my health by next week!

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Remembering the LORD @ 11:09 PM

Goal Setting for 2010

Everyone have started their goal setting and I must start mine!

2009 wasn't the best year for many of us but yet, the goodness of God surpasses all.

And 2010 will be a breakthrough year!

To start it off...

SPIRITUAL LIFE!!!

Finish Bible at least ONCE!
I know I am lagging behind. I know after SOT 2008 ended, I hasn't been reading my bible as regularly as last time and I know I should seriously repent! 2010 is the perfect year! I need to get back on track!!!

Listening to at least 1 sermon a week and 1 book a month!
That why I got myself a Blackberry. So that wherever I go, I can type my sermon! And I need to buck up in reading books. I got so many books stored in my box and... I am guilty of not reading them!

Rising up!
Last year, I chose to step down to rethink about my life when I faced a nervous breakdown. At that moment, I prayed and chose to go Indonesia for Crisis relief works. It wasn't easy. There are times I really want to cry. The moment after I talked to my Zone Leader and put down the phone crying, I really don't know what to think. Where is my vision? 5 years of running for a vision for others, I need to know, is it what I want? When I was back from Indonesia, I found my answer but I was put into another transition, without a title, one question I asked myself, do I still love Him and trust Him. Today I know and I know, my God has something wonderful prepared for me. Seeing lives that said I touched them and lives that still being touches when God uses me to care for them. This year, I want to breakthrough in my ministry. Rising up against as a CGC and also a CGL. Yes, I can! =)

Family Salvation
I still praying for my mum to be saved, my sis to be water baptize. If my mum is saved, my dad won't be any problem. And God, I hoped to see some old-timers be back against. Those that I currently aiming to follow up on.

RELATIONSHIPS!!!

STRONGER Friendships
Last year, I had been through so much with my dearest friends. We saw through one another weaknesses and strengths. We learnt to accept one another imperfection and we grow up knowing God even more and be wiser. This year, I believing for a deeper friendships ahead that in good or bad times, I want be there for them just like God has placed them into my life to be there for me when I need them.

ATTACHED
Ok, so I finally admit to this. I still remember an inner joke I had with my helper 3 years back when we were at Riverwalk and Kenneth was there. Kenneth was asking where I came down from and I was telling him, I came down from attachment. And my helper and him turned to be and goes... "What? Attached?" Well, I has been pretty relax about this actually. Beside the facts that in my life, many times my 1st CGL tried to persuade me to attach when I was under him, he even called up my new CGL in joy when someone confessed to him about liking me. Guess it is his joy to see those sisters under him married young. Given that most of us given our youth to follow him. Back to topic, God has always been faithful. When men told me to give up the idea that God spoke, I presses on.

GOOD listening ears
I have been training myself in this. Given that almost everyday, I will have 1 person coming to me to share. Glad to hear but sometimes can be tiring yet I want to train myself to expand this capacity so that I can serve others more and understand their heart even more. And learn to put myself in their shoes. Not all experiences can be fixed into the same shoes, neither all advises fixed into everyone's lives, but I trying my best to learn to be loving. =)

HEALTH!!!

Cut DOWN on INTAKE of Maggi Mee
Leslie always said, I couldn't live without my daily dose of instant noodles. Despite how unhealthy it is. Argh and now... I am determined to cut down from 3-4 times/week to 1-2 times/week. Remind me please!

Exercise
Jessica said should organise CG jogging session so that we can improve our health. I totally agree with this! Yes. It is time! I need to start to tone up and be healthy since I only got 1 life to live. =X

EMOTIONAL!!!

BALANCED Emotions
Need me to say more? I know I got this bad temper when I truly angry and sorry if anyone got scolded big times by me. I tried to control by staying silent. =X I am determined to bring a balance!


LEISURE!!!

TAIWAN!!!
Went to Sri Lanka and Padang last year. Not really for Leisure purposes. But Taiwan shall be my 1st real holiday! Not just risk-taking. Hahaha... aw... Taiwan... *.* I can't wait to messaged all my Taiwanese friends and arranged for meet up and snap photos with them. Hehehe... Not to forget, for Taiwan, I wanna break my rules by shopping beside eating.

OTHERS?

Direction!
Those know me for years would know that marketplace is within my vision but not my 1st focus. I need to know what is the next step to take to move closer to my VISION!

I wanna start off 2010 in a great way and end it off even greater!

For God will always be the STRENGTH of my HEART!

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Remembering the LORD @ 2:38 PM

Stubborn + Cranky Mood = Bad!

I should have see a doctor earlier shouldn't I?

Bad experiences with my family doctor made me hesitated to visit him.

But my mood is getting cranky and I know that if I refused to go and see a doctor, I am preparing to be sick even longer.

God, I believe in healing...

When I see a doctor, please let me be well after I finish the course of medications...

Remembering the LORD @ 11:14 AM

Fasting, Empowering Tomorrow
Sunday, January 3, 2010

Someone asked me, what are the things you going to fast for.

And in my heart I smiled and wrote, that is for me to know.

There are many things that has been in my heart that I feel the needs to fast for for this year.

Just 21 days before my birthday and the need to find answers before I reach my 22nd birthday is so important for me.

I won't want to start off the year bad.

Neither do I want my year to be very ordinary.

I want it to be different.

I want it to be the start of a blast toward my call and my goals.

Fasting, it is the empowering of the future and moving on from the past.

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Remembering the LORD @ 9:26 PM

The 1st post of the year! In 2010!

Goodness, what a blast I had...

Even though I am sick... and I couldn't eat the chocolate.

But I enjoyed the fireworks during the countdown, though I dislike being in a crowd.

Lots of happening things for the 1st 2 days.

Received cards and gifts and messages from all sort of places.

Most importantly, I watched Avatar 3D!

And I am a very satisfied girl.

But nonetheless, I think I wanna beat up Chloe's bf.

For asking me some personal questions during the game.

Yes, I know it is the rule of the game but oh boy... =.="

Nonetheless, as my birthday is drawing near, I should start thinking of the wish list.

What surprise will I get?

Remembering the LORD @ 3:17 PM