A Warrior Princess, Daughter of The Most High God, devoted to Mercy, Truth, Grace, Justice, Freedom, Dignity and Value
"You shall also be so beautiful and properous... a crown of glory and honour in the hand of the Lord..."
Isaiah 62:3
You don't have to know me to know my story.
I only need an audience that is faithful to follow my story.
It only take a second to see me.
But a hundred years to know me.
It only take 3 seconds to leave an impression.
But only a minute for me to treat you like my best friend.
What is your place in my life?
It is up to you to decide and I to make a decision.
MYSTICAL .
SALT.AND.LIGHT
Evangeline Gabrielle Wang Shi Min
Physically BIRTH @ 25th Jan 1988
Spiritually BIRTH @ 21st Aug 2004
Water Baptism @ 10 Sep 2005
Asian
Child of Aquarius Star
Belonging to God's Kingdom
Serve in W532, LYL Zone
Once W516, W495, E457, N266, GT Zone
City Harvester @ Heart
Reside @ West District of SG
Attached on 25th Jan 2010 To a lovely and caring bf => Yang Changhan
A Million LOVES
[#01] God and His Kingdom
[#02] God's family [CHC]
[#03] World Missions
[#04] SOT 2008
[#05] Nations
[#06] Worship, Classical Music
[#07] Black, White, Brown, Purple
[#08] Sight-seeing, Blogging
[#09] Raining Days, Winter
[#10] Dark, Coffee Chocolates
[#11] TCC, Fish & Co
[#12] Lavendar
[#13] Poems, Theology
[#14] Anime
[#15] J-pop
[#16] Steamboat
[#17] Ed Hardy
[#18] Stars, Hearts, Bling Bling Stuffs
[#19] Citigem
[#20] Mount Faber, Botanic Gardens, Any Gardens
Dreams, Visions, Desires
[#01] Having God's presence EVERY SINGLE DAY!
[#02] More Revelations
[#03] More Inspirations
[#04] Love God Even More Each Day
[#05] Forever Passionate for People
[#06] Be a GOOD Shepherd
[#07] Leaders' Meeting
[#08] Mission Trips
[#09] Israel Study Tour
[#10] Be Debt-Free
[#11] Theology Degree [Master and Bachelor]
[#12] Matt 28:19-20
Wish List
[#01] God's General Series [#02] New Pair of Grey/Black Jeans [#03] Ed Hardy T-shirts [#04] Bling Bling accessories [#05] Ink refillers for my Brothers' printer [#06] Fujipix Z30 [Purple] Brought Sony instead!
[#07] Leather Jacket [#08] Steamboat [#09] Fish & Chips [#10] Chocolate Fondue [#11] 1st Goal
[#12] 2nd Goal
[#13] 3rd Goal [#14] Taiwan Trip
[#15] Korea Trip
[#16] Purple Inspiron Mini 10
[#17] IPod Classic [160 GB] Become Itouch!
[#18] CK Into Her
[#19] Gucci Envy Me
My primary love language is probably
Quality Time with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.
Complete set of results
Quality Time:
10
Acts of Service:
6
Words of Affirmation:
6
Receiving Gifts:
5
Physical Touch:
3
Information
Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.
This year I made many decisions that changes my life in various major ways and I thank God for it, no matter what I went through.
But as I thought back,
I really want to thank my beloved brothers and sisters for being there.
Thanks Mark for always listening. Goodness, you are my only brother who can afford to travel just to meet me for a chill out to hear my talking and talking and just talking until you ended into NS. But you are still my best brother! =)
Thanks Leslie, you are another one. Will travel to come and meet me whenever you know I am a bit confused and downs. Have been such a wonderful big brother. =)
Thanks Paul, well... you are another big brother to me, from SOT days till now. I don't really mind helping you to run errand by the way cause it is fun to think about it. =) And you and Leslie, always my big brothers. Always there to help me.
Thanks Ricky... Said the most by me, threatened the most by me... But then you are still an awesome brother. Just don't be like Nemo. Hahaha... Be awesome not emo! [Rickson's tagline]
Thanks Hsuan, you another one. Get bullied by me the most but because of it, you entered into my top 5 brothers category. Hahaha...
Somehow, the above brother also make my secret vision a reality. To bring comfortable environment to my friends. Remember, there are times, I would bring Joseph and Garfield to join in NYP fellowship and Mark is the 1st one to say, of course can and make them so welcome. Subsequently, when people need seats during service, Hsuan also another one and he make friends with Val and Carrisa just like that.
Beyond boundaries... You guys are the best! =)
For sisters,
Thanks Tong! Knowing you is so much fun actually. =) Being a wonderful sister. Go your service can find you and your CGL also very friendly too that make me feel so at home. No wonder if Carrisa need to choose a CG to sit with when she go for make up service, she will find you. =)
Thanks Carrisa! Well, you can be blur at times, but you still cute! Goodness, I always lost to your puppy eyes. =.=" I prayed I have more control next year! =P
Thanks Val! This year we have our ups and downs but we all grow even stronger. You also and you are still one of my best sister!!! =)
The total brothers I gained for this year are 5 and sisters are 3.
And all of them are people who I went through ups and downs with.
Hope 2010 will be yet another wonderful year for all of us! =)
Coming to think of it, it is my 6th year celebrating Christmas as a believer since 2004.
Coming to think about it, Christmas is always a time of breakthrough and warfares.
I can always remember somehow, various Christmas got different things coming up...
1st year of Christmas, I was seriously "persecuted" by my bestie's mum because I brought her to church and got her saved. I still remembered what she told me about her mum wanna to chase me out of their house with a broom if she saw me again. My 1st time experiencing what was it like to be scolded by parents behind my back for God's work.
2nd year of Christmas, known Jun Jie and he got saved and while he was under me, he became my brother for the sake of tahan through my strictness and being mould in various ways together. It was truly great to see his life changes.
3rd year of Christmas, I fought it through by inviting my friends for Christmas right after prayer meeting. Got to get to work after prayer. I don't have many unbelievers friends but for the 1st time, I saw myself bringing about 5 friends for service.
4th year of Christmas, stress and pressure, seeing people I once cared for no longer beside. Yet, I remembered that because Jesus loves me, His grace is sufficient for me.
5th year of Christmas, my mum came for service. Breakthrough after proclaiming since I got saved that my mum will slowly be touch. Her salvation is on the way I believed.
6th year of Christmas, giving up a chance to be in the main hall to sit with 2 of my dearest friends were worth it all. Thanks God for this blessing.
6 years in CHC. Life has been ups and downs, but I believed next year will be better.
Blackberry Bold 9700... The Gadget that took my breathe away!
Monday, December 21, 2009
You can be sure, I am one tech-ky woman.
Recently saw that Blackberry Bold 9700 is out and just by paying a bit more and I can have it.
Believe it or not...
I am getting it!
After Christmas...
And this new lover shall be mine!
Remembering the LORD @ 2:07 PM
Making Up For What Is Lost
Who said I won't feel a pinch for not being able to be at thanksgiving service?
In fact I am, but because of the fact that I am not there, I am even more determined to move on stronger with Him to recover what is lost.
Maybe I walk through all these for the purpose of His calling and I couldn't deny that there were moments of hardships and heartaches and depressing moments, but when I look back, I got this feeling, that...
I am near and God will accelerate everything.
Now is what I see but the future is what I am anticipating for.
I stirred myself up to go for morning prayer meetings.
1st 3 days were already good.
But I didn't manage to stay through out because of work until the last 2 days when I requested to go to work at a later time.
But who will knows...
That after which, breakthrough after breakthrough in some aspects of my life that make me goes WOW.
A decision to fast, given that my health wasn't in the best condition.
I went on a 3 days fast.
Got to admit, it wasn't easy.
But I inspired my bro to fast with me, given that he only fasted 1 day and seeing me fast, he fast one more day with me.
Temptations but fight it through.
The aftermath of the breakthrough that follow is always sweeter.
1st of all, my mum seem alright to come for service given that most of the times, she gave me ton of excuses before she agreed to come.
2nd of all, financially... I always discovered I received more than what I expected and this month, the same thing happened! And because of it, I can contribute more for the upcoming Christmas gifts for new friends and people I cared for.
3rd of all, God's protection... People trying to find troubles with me, but God somehow took care of it.
4th of all, His assurance... Was at thursday prayer meeting. The 1st prayer meeting that I finally can come for the full hr. Pst Meng was the one leading it. That time, I was going through many turmoils and Pst Meng wanna those with struggles to be pray for. And members all went and prayed for people who need prayers. A church staff was among the team that prayed for me and at the end of it, when the prayer ended and people left, she silent told me a word that God has spoken to her and I was so touched. =)
5th of all, I attended a wedding that is conducted by Pst Kong. And before entering the hall, I was browsing the wedding albums when Pst Tan was sort of going to walk pass me. When I looked up, Pst Tan smiled and waved with a enthusiatic hello and I greeted him back. While inside of me, I was stunned that he still recognised me after a yr since SOT ended but as my friend was telling me that Pst Tan remembered everyone he knew... I inspired to remember all my members in the CG even if they are a lot! And I glad to be of some helps to my leaders in remembering these names. =)
6th of all, ideas after ideas of reaching out came to me. Breakthrough and more responsibilities come after that. God renewed my vision again and again. And I glad to be there for people who in need of a comfort. =)
When we can't see the hands of God, we got to trust His heart.
I desired to be the best follower of God.
To incline to the voice of the Lord.
For with God, all things are possible.
And even when things aren't going as smoothly as I wish it to be, God will be my fortress! =)
9 For I also am a man under authority, having soldiers under me. And I say to this one, ‘Go,’ and he goes; and to another, ‘Come,’ and he comes; and to my servant, ‘Do this,’ and he does it.”
Rev. Dr. John Avanzini was sharing during service about mobilizing our angels to do the works that need to be done in our life.
Aidan was asked me about Matt 8:11-12 when this verse came to my attention of how a servant will respond to their master.
Though a servant, unlike a slave, got their own free-will and choice, but when their heart is with their master, whatever they are told to do, they will do it immediately and quickly.
That the call of a servant.
And the same goes to our angels.
We each are given angels in the Spiritual Realm for us to mobilize.
When a warfare is stirred up, we mobilize our angels to fight for us.
When a prayer is pray, we mobilize our angels to deliver for us.
Never belittle the effect of praying in the NAME of JESUS
For angels recognized the name and word of God.
Remembering the LORD @ 2:25 PM
Amazing Encounter... Touching My SOUL
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Today mark the 201 posts that I had in blogspot.
And 1st of all, I really want to thank all who has been faithful in reading my blog.
Thanks for being such a faithful reader that has accompanied me to walk through the good times and bad times.
It was such a wonderful CG like what I had felt the minute I stepped into the house.
It must have been 1 year plus since I encountered God like this in a CG.
Beside SOT, I can only remembered, the last time I ever cried was when Cliff prayed for me. Not even in W495, when Cindy prayed for me, had I cried this badly.
When Cliff prayed for me, I will always remembered the words he said...
The waiting that I has been doing and the time that is drawing near.
When Cindy prayed for me, I will always remembered the words she said...
The vision that is drawing near and the waiting that I has continued to do.
But when Jessica prayed for me, she sensed the pains in my heart...
The past two years hasn't been easy.
Going through misunderstanding by others.
Trying to fight through myself to get closer to God.
Trying to tally and wait for God.
And most of all, disappointments and hurts...
But when Jessica prayed, it is as in God reassured that He knows and understands and He is there all along.
I have brave through storms after storms.
And I anticipated the awaiting of more challenges, mountains and valleys.
For the 1st time, I fully know why though I couldn't understand, I just keep on walking, keep on believing...
Despite the doubts that some have about me...
I just keep on walking, keep on believing...
Because of Him, the love He set before me.
Dear Jesus, because of what You have set before me... I will walk this walk with grace from You. Living this life that You have so graciously give me. The void that is in my heart, I know and I know that You will feel it continuously. Every single day is a brand new discovery of You. Let this encounters never stop as I press on to Your highest call. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen! =)
Today post is very rare and special for I seldom post this out so openly.
But ever since a few days back, when I commented on David Oh's blog on his latest new book that is going to be out in Dec, it reminded me many things that I often feel amazed of as I read of his blog entries.
David Oh's blog is called Cafe David, I remembered the 1st time I came across his blog was about 2-3 years back.
I was pretty amazed and realised that he was from CHCKL.
It is such a honor to add him in multiply and has him to come to my multiply a few times to view.
Today, he is one of the most amazed talented person in Malaysia. Even as I went on a mission trip with the medical team from CHCKL, one of the girls was asking me whether I knew him or not and she started to share with me how impactful his wedding has been in Malaysia and what he has done in Malaysia.
Indeed, never belittle the person that you know right now, for who knows who they will become one day?
But what amazed me is this book...
His blog has always been an inspiration to me.
It's not only talked about relationships, but also talked about relating to people, various things of the world, about God and Spiritual Growth and as I reread some entries, I was inspired to do more for my Spiritual Growth and I gained new ideas to grow myself.
And... As I stumbled across this entry about his new book, I can't help but shared about how I wish I can get hold of it and he replied and said... the 1st book was featured in Attributes Bulletin in Sept 09.
I was amazed, beyond anything else.
"Oh my" is the description I can give to myself for missing it.
Well, to think about it, what make me want to get this book because whenever David talked about relationships, I felt that unlike all those books that my CGLs, friends read and recommended, what he wrote is very true...
The ways to building relationships and finding partner isn't just as simple as others thought.
I always taught people, wanna find a partner? Best is through making friends and instead of plain liking.
David wrote many times in his blog before he found his future partner that it is about being friends and best... be the best of friends which is = Best Friend.
Many seem to think that it seem irk, impossible.
But, when think about it, taking away the feeling, if the foundation is not strong, what is left behind is just plain memories of those happy moments. That itself isn't enough to bring us through the dry seasons and tough times in a relationship.
And today, I proudly announced that, no matter what happened, I strongly believed that before having a relationship, being friends that understand one another and accept one another strengths and weaknesses is such an important foundation that can never be let go.
Just plain dating and plain love can't bring us through fires.
But unconditional love and acceptance just like what Jesus give us is what make a love beautiful.
Reading David's blog once again remind me of why I am so willing to wait until the day I found the right one.
Because very simple, God is a very patient God.
He is never hurry.
Even as I decided to give my teenage years to follow Him and to learn how to be obedient, I realised that ultimately, I decided to choose this road, not because it make me holy, not because it is me special, but because I learnt to fully rely on God even if I am alone.
It is no longer about position, statue but a heart that is wholly after Him.
That is one reason why I love to attend wedding even if it isn't easy.
Many who attended it which the wedding is theirs.
And who knows, maybe I thought this way too...
But one day, when it is my wedding, I want to say to the world that, I has wholly follow Jesus and He sent someone just as He promised that will walk with me to fulfill our calling together, the one who I waiting for all these while, just like what Cliff always taught us that True Love Waits.
And despite good times and bad times, it is God who is at the center.
The day will come... And for now, the focus is toward the discipline of the Spiritual matters! =)
I believed God always give us experiences to help others.
No matter how hurts we are from it...
In the end, we will see that we are not the only going through it.
As I sat down and listened to someone who shared and hoped for someone who can understand...
I realised, all that I went through is so that I can relate and help and give solutions.
Yes, when think back, I might feel a bit cheated toward this person or that person who carried a wrong motives, but I thank God... because of Him who give me a discerning Spirit, I can save myself much more problems that what already being present in life.
And as I sat down and talked and listened and shared, I saw the trust that each one of them give me.
Until today, I am still learning but I know, all these is to help others.
Experiences are never wasted.
Let us continue to move on from here!
Remembering the LORD @ 4:03 PM
Sleepy...
Now at office, finished all my work.
Has been pretty crazy these few days.
And has PMS in a sudden way.
Monday had been the most traumatic day of all.
PMS + lost my earpiece and hp pouch...
Most people will be screaming by now...
But for some reasons, I decided to treat it like a warfare.
Stand up gal...
Yes I can.
But... I was in a very hyper mode somehow.
Was having a bad cramp and really, if I didn't keep remind myself to be awake and strong, I think I will faint and squat somewhere and refused to move.
But somehow, Christmas Carol cheered me up.
Today seem better...
Just wanna rest after work and sleep... Maybe I should?
