Youths, amazing source of energy
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Going back to a youth CG was another transistion for me.
But seeing the passion reignited in my heart to impact youths, I understand that once again, this is where my passion laid in SG.
As I was listening to Pst Kong's message, even though I am not a CGL yet, but I claimed the anointing in the place in Jesus' name. The faith to become leader one day, that will impact youths.
Today saw Shaun, one of the Pioneer of the 1st E457 that was birthed forth from N266.
So much has changed.
I remembered, how headache he can be as a youth.
Having his own thinking.
Wasn't easy but he learnt to connect with us and talked more and changed...
1 and a half year never really see him and he grow up.
The presence is different.
And even though he is transferred from N266 to an adult CG but for him to be willing to be "alone" there is amazing.
He jokingly asked me, when I will be a CGL and he surely wanna be under me just like last time.
And I said, "later your CGL come and hunt me. But if it is time, it will come."
I has waited...
And I will continue to push forward.
God has brought me from mountain to mountain and led me to walk through valley after valley.
I might not be strong last time, but I definitely grow in my capacity and I will move on!
Youths are such an amazing source of energy.
One day, I will see my vision come to pass.
It will come!Labels: Youths
Remembering the LORD @ 12:05 AM
Walking on
Friday, November 27, 2009
Listening to a song, just the melody itself causes me to tear.
I was trying to remember, some forgotten memories...
But at the same time, I learnt that I am moving forward.
Forgetting those who I once treasured.
Forgetting those memories that I once hold strong against my heart.
One day, I will be with the one that God has prepared for me.
Gone is those memories of wandering...
And I continue to walk on, looking forward to the fulfilling of the promises.
Awaiting the days where I can share my dream and vision with the one that is being prepared by the Lord.
Awaiting the days where I can share his dream and vision.
And now, I put it down...
The memories is no longer mine but part of my experience.
Continue to trust in You that ultimate when I bite it through, I will find what others has found as they walked through this path that I also chose.
Remembering the LORD @ 1:40 AM
Sleepy...
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Extremely sleepy... Office so quiet.
Who can wake me up?
Almost everyday, Hsuan and Mandy will be my msn partners...
Along with Thomas...
But we all very sleepy...
Our msn is full of, so sleepy, so bored...
Blah blah and blah!
Aw, bored-ness, get away from me!
Remembering the LORD @ 1:56 PM
A deep void within
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Desire more...
Time to claim more...
Now to claim the Canaan Land.
There is a deep void within me, to have a deeper communion with God.
This is the time!
Remembering the LORD @ 11:12 AM
Emotional Harewire
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Just 2 more days and it is holiday and I got a wedding matrimony and dinner to attend.
So looking toward it.
Just 3 more days and it is service, with a great message to come.
So looking toward it.
Just 4 more days and it is my Batam Trip, with massage, medicure, pedicure and seafood dinner.
So looking toward it.
Staying in the office make me cranky.
And my emotions goes harewire due to ton of transitions and instead of having people who offer to pray, I having people who stuck their so called "good for you and must know" advises at you.
But what if I already know it and need some real prayer support?
Will you be my prayer partner?Labels: Emotion
Remembering the LORD @ 10:46 AM
Trusting ALL in the Hands of God
Monday, November 23, 2009
I liked what Andrew shared in the sms...
"God is my everything"
Is God really our everything, or is God the 'most of things' to us? As long as there's something we still hold on to, something we claim as ours, then God is no longer our Lord of 'all' in this sense. He has becomes the Lord of 'most'.
It's like buying a zinger meal without drink, or having the full meal but no straw.
A Lord is someone who oversees all, makes decision over everything and is sovereign. Thus what Pastor said make sense, if He is not our Lord of all, the word Lord becomes broken, and such, He is not our Lord at all. The sinner's prayer is the first and most fundamental prayer we make.
Together, let's make the deepest foundation strong or else we should crumble.
For a moment, this is what I need to hear again and again.
Lord Jesus, I give my all, my trust, my destiny, my calling and my future into Your hands.
Even when I doubts, please take away my doubts and give me a new vision.
In Jesus' name I pray, amen!
I need to push myself forward once again to wholly put my faith in HIM.Labels: Faith
Remembering the LORD @ 2:50 PM
Walking On
Saturday, November 21, 2009
This heart of mine, I won't want to stop it.
Once again, back to another transistion and this time round, I will rise up and walk on!
Remembering the words of Cliff, Yi Lun, Cindy Teng... And remembering W495.
Time to walk on...
Remembering the LORD @ 1:39 AM
The heart that matters
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
It is a heart of love that matters...
It is the little actions that matters...
It is not plainly words that matters anymore.
I want to be someone of actions.
And my actions shall speak louder than words! =)
Remembering the LORD @ 11:27 PM
Purpose Driven Life Part 1
Reading Purpose Driven Life always left me yearning for more.
I want to grow closer with God.
I want to be firm with myself again.
I want to be able to say Yes to God and No to men.
I want to be able to have a fight it on Spirit.
Yes, I will make it through!Labels: Attitude
Remembering the LORD @ 9:47 AM
A Time Like This
It is at a time like this, that you know the real me.
I wasn't the most happiest person on earth.
My life was once filled with hurts and pains and lack of physical hugs from my parents.
Growing up, learning to be independent.
I found that, I wasn't what I thought I was.
I wasn't that independent after all.
Talking to Mark, Joseph, Tong Yan, Leslie for a catch up on phone and meet up is always what that make me think.
I do enjoy the random phone calls they made despite the fact that I claimed I has nothing to say on phone and... I wasn't the most fun person to talk to.
Mark always need to think of topic to get me to continue to talk.
And I will just be in my deep thoughts.
But here I am, truly rethink, how I really am?
It is at a time like this, I rethink again.Labels: Thoughts
Remembering the LORD @ 9:22 AM
Starting off
Friday, November 13, 2009
Was smsing Cindy yesterday.
Feeling encouraged.
And I glad I am becoming open to share, cause the feeling is different.
And that how a friendship is formed beyond what we are given.
Beyond title, beyond expectation.
And I hope I won't give myself a chance to back off anymore.Labels: New Beginning
Remembering the LORD @ 10:54 AM
Tired but still
HAPPY!
Playing with my new hdd by transferring stuffs to it.
I am so blessed...
And my next stop is to chiong for 9 movies all the way to the end of DEC.
Don't wonder how am I going to do it cause anyway, I am aiming for it.
And, I just checked airfare for Taiwan in Jul.
If I book it now, the to and fro tickets will only cost me a total of 300 SG dollars!
And if I saved up 1000 SG dollars to spend...
Gideon aka Da Jun told me, I only need to bring 1000 SG dollars and he will bring me to places to shop.
I did know that he also want to loan me place to stay. =)
What a joy! =)Labels: Happiness
Remembering the LORD @ 10:03 AM
A GIFT!
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Yesterday received a 1TB hdd from my brother.
Was expecting it to be my Christmas present but boo... He got it earlier and called me out at 12mn to collect my gift.
I was wearing my sleeping clothes and... rushed out...
I was amazed but really thanks God for it.
=)Labels: Appreciation
Remembering the LORD @ 11:44 AM
Wasn't what I plan but God's way is higher
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
It is never my 1st choice.
As stubborn as I tried to resist and convince myself that what I wish for will come...
Yet when I faced the facts, I ultimately let it go.
As I looked back, I noticed, it wasn't my choice but God's choice and I am learning to see pass everything, knowing that God's way is higher.
It is about obeying and not about our own stubbornness.Labels: Attitude
Remembering the LORD @ 5:42 PM
Thinking of...
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Clearing my desk at home...
Now in my office, waiting for my colleague so that we can pack and shift our office in one week time and here I am, while waiting, was thinking through what can I do to enhance myself when I am back home.
1st of all, my internet connection has been pretty bad for the past 1 week.
Wonder what wrong with it.
Can't be due to Window 7, maybe because my wireless modem is a bit spoiled, time to decide to change the location of my laptop so that can receive a better signal.
Looking at the bottom of my desk, on my sofa, on top of my plastic boxes, I saw stuffs everywhere, time to clear them.
Has been lagging behind the cleaning process.
After clearing some stuffs, more things started to stack itself onto the piles of unclear items, gosh, if this continue, I will never be able to fully clear my stuffs.
After tonight fellowship with NYPsters, I going to clear my desk 1st so that my laptop can move to its new location.
Remembering the LORD @ 9:49 AM
Discipline
There are many things I want to do and time seem to be so little.
1. I need to pack my room and clear all the unnecessary papers and trash like I told myself I need to do it at least once a month.
2. Read and study the Bible everyday.
3. Read a book every week.
4. Clear my closet so that it can be empty so that in future I can replace the clothes with new collection.
5. Making full use of my GLO program.
6. Arranging my hdd and finish record the old Pst Ulf Ekman's audio tapes into MP3 format.
7. Ripped all my audio discs into MP3 format.
The list will just go on and on and I hasn't fully done all these.
Goodness, less facebook for me, games for me, anime for me and time for disciplinary actions against myself!
Gambatte neh!
My God is able, above all else, to sustain me, discipline me and guide me!Labels: Discipline
Remembering the LORD @ 9:33 AM