Smile it away
My mourning is turning into dancing...
I smiled and get rid of the pains.
I smiled and get rid of the hurts.
Most importantly, I smile to move to a brighter future.
Trust in the Lord, Your God, and all that you desire shall be added upon you.
Remember to keep on smiling, just like I want to keep on smiling...Labels: Emotion
Remembering the LORD @ 11:21 PM
Believing
Amazing as it is, God has been good in various ways.
To say upset as it is, yes, I was upset with a sister who was unwise with her words.
Every single we said is a reflection of our soul and I learnt it the hard ways.
Even now, I still found it hard to believe.
How come someone said something so unwise?
God I really need your strength to forget and move on and really trust that everything will turn well.
I really don't know and don't wish to think anymore, it is like yesterdat everything went so well, and today, things went downhill.
And maybe it is a test to test my response, I will pray about it.
And believe out of it, I will reign together with Jesus.Labels: Believing
Remembering the LORD @ 9:47 PM
Reassuring of the Destiny of GOD!
Have you ever wonder? How God bring us to our destiny and how God will lead us to our destiny?
Have you ever wonder? Does God's destiny for our life really take a lot of sacrifices?
I experienced it and I dare to say! It worth it all.
Since the times I started coming to church, I will never forget that it was during Rev Dr Ulf Ekman's meeting.
When everyone were so focus, they might wonder, did I understand what he preached?
Frankly speaking, I didn't know and remember anything beside the Holy Spirit and how Holy Spirit want to connect to us.
Being someone who was in love with the creepy supernatural occurences of the world, nothing attracted me beside spirits.
And amazingly, that very same day, a girl who once hated gave her life to God and her whole life took a turn.
Once a girl who whole life was filled with self-pity is filled with hope for the first time in her life.
A girl who once thought that no one loved her is filled with love from on high.
Nothing seem to get any better than to know the Holy Spirit and everything seem to go pass so far and before I knew it, I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savor and I am interested in a different supernatural occurrences that is filled with miracles, signs and wonders.
And 4 and a half years down the road, here I am, a changed person with a changed family and friends that surrounded me.
I remembered giving up on my own time friends, financial and everything to sow into the kingdom and I even fought for my sister's freedom and salvation when my family was in the deeper pit of their valley.
And today, here I am, chasing after my vision and coming it revealing faster than I ever think before.
A meeting with Yi Lun today was the most unexpected one.
Never expected to meet her in the washroom, lest to expect her telling me that she will help me ask for the ministry that I really want to go in.
And lest of all, expected God to reassure the promise through the service.
Jer 1:4-11, the actual words that God gave me during CG last night really impacted me as I got my answer answered and I understood the meaning of an Almond tree.
God is indeed wonderful and above all, even though there are moments I wonder as throughout the week, everything happened so fast, from the meeting 2 weeks ago with Pst and the ZS, till last week with Lu Lu and Ariel and now with Yi Lun, everything happened so fast that I still trying to get what God is doing.
The prompting in my heart, the word He gave to me, everything happened just when I was at lost.
There are many things I do not understand, but now, I can only follow the lead.
I have gave up so much and trusted so much to turn back.
And Pastor Phil gave a wonderful illustration that reminded me of what I been through and continue to been through.
Life is like this, if you stop trusting, everything stopped.
What's the use of complaining when God has planned a big breakthrough for you?
Just walk in faith and receive in faith!
Nothing is impossible to those who believe and today, I choose to be the one woman to believe in the destiny that He has prepared for me.
A destiny just for me.Labels: Destination
Remembering the LORD @ 10:22 PM
Anointed Leadership
I still remember the tape series I owed Cliff.
It is still with me.
And I being lazy never touched it until today.
Guilty guilty.
I planning to return it by the end of Apr, through secret ways.
Hahaha
But I can sense the presence even as I listen to it.
It was something so different.
And my heart burst with joy.
God, I want to be anointed.
And be a vessel use by You.
To touch the world and most importantly, to fulfill Your call.
It is not easy I realised but You never said I can't.
I might be young but deep within You are preparing me.
I want to be anointed.
Double portion, more than ever before.
Now is the time to listen to the series.Labels: Leadership
Remembering the LORD @ 8:56 PM
Learning NEW THINGS every day...
Today I learnt a new chinese word, 回馈, which mean feedback in english.
Man, I noticed my Chinese is not super duper good as others said but I treat this as a learning experience.
Everything in life is about learning and I got to be flexible and has a mindset to learn as much as possible.
When people said you can't do this or you can't do that, you yourself must say you can!
I still seeking and looking for more things in my life.
Exciting things, amazing things.
Crazy things, boring things.
I got to be a learner to do all.
Jia you jia you!
YES I CAN!
Labels: Learning
Remembering the LORD @ 6:10 PM
Unexpected
I really felt in my heart that God uses people you can never imagining to bring you closer to your vision.
Remember the times when I never thought I will be under or know anyone who I am not close with or never got good impression in to be my leader or guidance but today as I looked back, God got amazing ways to tell me that these people are special and they are people who really believe in me and planning to sow into my life.
I feel open to share, open to talk and comfortable to be with.
Nothing seem out of place and peace came upon me when I shared with them and I realised, when they are the right people, peace will naturally come and only until today then I dare to believe more than ever.
They have the desire to train me, invest in me and believe in me and they naturally did things within me that no one has done before and I came to realise strongly that, it is what God has planned for me in these journey and it won't be easy.
It won't and the more I got to guide my heart cause I don't wanna be disturb by the outward factors.
I myself know what God has planned and I myself going to walk this ways.
Thank God for Your guidance and for the people You brought into my lifeLabels: Thanksgiving
Remembering the LORD @ 11:25 PM
快乐的一天
昨天过了奇妙的一日。
今天也不赖。。。
玩了一整天并与小组一起玩,真是快乐。
我们在小组聚会以后去了Far East广场,吃了一整个上午,逛了一整个上午。。。
想尽办法要甩掉男身们,但是他们还是跟来了。。。
真是好笑。。。
不过,我真是高兴。。。
=DLabels: Happiness
Remembering the LORD @ 9:20 PM
不断的祷告
不断的祷告能使神的大能运行
但我必须不断的祷告
不能放弃的精神
馬太福音 7:7
你们祈求,就给你们;寻找,就寻见;叩门 ,就给你们开门。
我在等神开门。
我不管多久。。。
我必须祷告。
请神大能运行。
请神恩高降临。Labels: 祷告
Remembering the LORD @ 5:54 AM
A season of yet another moulding...
Guess God really want to mould me.
I teared, I cried, just to let go of all as He revealed bit by bit of my problems to me...
Yes, I was hard to get by it...
But to move on further, this might be the best for me...
A lot of doubts and a lot of questions...
Where should I turn to?
I don't know...
Tell me Lord, is this Your will?
Show me something, just some signs...Labels: Destination
Remembering the LORD @ 10:46 PM
Fasting!
Well, final warning, final warning, the warfare is up once again.
No more shows and stories, no more...
Now is the time to truly live on...
And grow back my spiritual movement.
FASTING!
Yes, that will do!!!Labels: Fasting
Remembering the LORD @ 1:02 AM
等待。。。耐心的等候
Really, I meant this to be a Chinese post but deep within me, so much to say, but with Chinese, I guessed it would turn into a parable.
These few days, as I obeyed God and entered into what He has called me to serve in, I witnessed miracles happened in my life in ways I can't imagine and it stirred my heart to be more urgent yet I told myself, I should rush my destiny, I should be waiting for God amazing grace to fall upon me.
As I first stepped into church office, I would never thought that the few hours I spent calling people will bring attention to the talents that God gave me.
I never understand why.
Pastor and ZS asked me about it and I can only said... That how I was born to be like.
Benny asked me about it and all I can say is, God give me this talent in replace of the disability I was born with and God is fair in all things, we all are born with a disability, maybe mentally, maybe physical or even emotionally but He always make sure, in replace of all these disabilities, He has gave us talents that lead us to our destiny.
I saw it unfolding but I don't know when it will happen.
I felt like I went through 3 interviews and all made me more and more nervous.
Waiting is such a long word to me now and all I ask is for God to show me His ways.
I will be patient and I will be faithful.
等待。。。耐心的等候
How true it has been in my life...Labels: 等待
Remembering the LORD @ 12:21 AM
神的大能运行
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
有时,神真的很奇妙。
当你没有擦觉的时候,神可以在你左右运行。
神,真谢谢你。。。
提醒了我,只要相信你,凡是都能。Labels: 神的大能运行
Remembering the LORD @ 1:11 AM
诡异的梦
这几天,不懂是发生了什么事,总是做了奇奇怪怪的梦。
好象是SATAN要挑战我一样。
梦境中的我,好像反映出我黑暗的一片。
这使我也同时接受挑战。
我真的被激发,想缭绕我?
难了!Labels: 诡异的梦
Remembering the LORD @ 10:59 AM
Looking for...
There is many things I want to achieve and yet in the season of waiting, my heart is getting impatient.
Looking through the lives of the people, I still wondering, what is it that You want me to do in my life?
I want to work but, I stopped because I need a break to think through my life.
People said they are busy and I'm free but the pain of being free and unsure about what ahead is such a pain sometimes.
I learning to cope with life, to cope with my attitudes, to take more times to look forward and most of all, pray for patient and revelations.
What am I looking for?
I already know but I just need the Lord to show me.
Step by step I will walk, step by step I will wait...Labels: Looking
Remembering the LORD @ 7:46 AM
Trying something new
Tabitha gave me a SOYJOY fruit soy bar after lesson on wed.
Man, I only remember when I saw it at my study table just now.
Should I tried it?
Who asked me to promise that I will try?
Well, from Japan so be part of the Japanese lover, I will take this tiny risk.Labels: New
Remembering the LORD @ 5:09 PM
等待梦想实现
要实现一个梦想并不容易。
等待的过程会有令人失望的时候。
但我是这么相信这。。。
我神必会带领我。
你也有梦想吗?
等待也是否一样痛苦?
但当你实现梦想时,你会觉的你的人生很有意义。
我是这么相信着,等待着。
请神要记得我。
一个有梦想,有理想的女孩。Labels: 应许
Remembering the LORD @ 7:48 PM