Missing my LUNCH KAKI
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Never will I thought that I has formed a lunch kaki so fast after I start working in PGP.
Mag is a woman who is married and about 10 years older than me.
We clicked well when we first started working... or rather when I first started working.
Enjoyed the peaceful environment, we started out with breakfast, lunching together, go to the minimart to shop together.
She wasn't around all the times, but I really enjoyed her company, away from people who gave problems all the times and enjoyed just talking and having fun.
We served one another.
Just enjoying the company of going out to send invoices to various rooms.
She will often said, thank God you came with me or else...
I will never forget these moments.
Was on off yesterday because on monday she saw that I was very pale.
Took half day off actually to rest but it didn't seem to be enough.
So as I enjoying my off, she msned me and told me she is ending her work on next mon.
The moment has come for separation.
I know she working at PGP because she need income while looking for a perm job.
But when these happened, still very 舍不得. After all, we spent most of the working days going for lunch at our favourite canteen.
Though one thing she asked me, I am happy for her right?
I did say I am happy cause to see my friend's happy is the greatest thing of all.
And, I smiled.
I won't forget how she listened to me when I met with "unlucky" events.
The age gap doesn't matter.
What matter is the Spirit and the heart.
I will miss Mag, my lunch kaki.
And hopefully she will do well in her new workplace. =DLabels: Memories
Remembering the LORD @ 11:24 PM
Seeking HAPPINESS
I just want to be happy, let life be simple.
But why can't people just help making it simple for me?
Christian faith is such a simple matter.
People added in to make it complicated.
Why can't we live a life that is as simple as the Bible?
Now, that is another issue to think about.Labels: Emotion
Remembering the LORD @ 7:52 PM
Saboing myself when talking to mum is a BIG NONO!
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Never ever talk to mum about people getting marry again.
Should have known better than to ask her where Papa went cause in the end, I sabo myself big time.
Remembering the LORD @ 8:29 PM
Learning
Friday, September 25, 2009
I want to master photoshop.
I need to finish all those books.
Goodness, can my time be extended?
Remembering the LORD @ 3:16 PM
Pondering
What kind of leader do I desire to be?
That is a question to be thinking about...Labels: Thinking
Remembering the LORD @ 10:14 AM
Updating
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Using 2 blogs weren't easy but both layout caused me to fall more and more in love with both blogspot and wordpress.
I will be blogging at both blogs alternately according to the relevant of the blog when I post certain topic.
Well, for now... I just stick to wordpress for now. =PLabels: Update
Remembering the LORD @ 9:40 AM
Back up everything
Monday, September 21, 2009
One thing I love is to hold on to my One and Only Piece of HDD and laptop.
As usual when I said no song request is because in SG rules, we are to keep it for ourselves and don't distribute it around. That make one a true pirate.
All music, I have a soft copy... I today saw my hard copy which are all my CDs and I saw to myself, for as long as I can keep, you won't see me use the disc, instead you will most likely to see the soft copy in my HDD.
It is super heartaching when I last time lent my disc to a friend and it came back at me, broken and shattered with scratches all over.
The person too passionate over the songs...
I now still backing up my stuffs to get ready to reformat my laptop in a couple of weeks time.
Awaiting my Ah Pa to finish his reservist. Jia you!
Remembering the LORD @ 4:29 PM
IMEEM
Friday, September 18, 2009
I am back to Imeem, uploading and arranging music from my profile.
As usual, no music request unless got exceptional cases.
I am back to my world of ONE PIECE!
Remembering the LORD @ 1:50 PM
Taking a slower step at a time
Has been in an off mode since the beginning of the week.
Fall sick make me moody, having the woman's issue didn't make it any better.
Couldn't forget last week incident with Yvonne. Super duper funny.
Nicole said, it might happen when 2 persons are close to one another.
I won't consider us to be very close yet cause she is my supervisor but I am happy to know her.
And... I trying to tune back to my alert mode.
Had been having so many off mode moments that affect my normal spiritual functions and gifts.
Bad and super bad...
Didn't know it indirectly affected my brothers and sisters.
I am tuning back.
Taking a slower step at a time, letting my temper cool down more and letting myself more relax.
Having flu and stiff neck isn't the best at this moment but I am trying.
Praying time... More quiet time and definitely more P&W.
Remembering the LORD @ 11:17 AM
Anticipating
Thursday, September 17, 2009
This part of the journey is like walking in the road of anticipating...
Blessings and open doors.
Working in my department is like having fun and play everyday.
Yvonne and Emmanuel are very good to me and Yvonne doted on me a lot.
Yet I never forget the vision, the call, the light of an open door.
I know the focus, see the light, awaiting the promises and the increment of the value in months to come.
Knowing Clara and Leslie seem to bring me a light into my future.
Clara's vision is like mine while Leslie's vision will bring in provision to those around him.
Long suffering and anticipating...
But I won't forget how God opened a doorway for my job.
The pay is higher and the job scope of my current project is not heavy.
Beside sometimes helping Yvonne or Emmanuel, these 2 supervisors of mine, to cover their mini job scope, life is much enjoyable over here.
Until next end of Jan then I will finally decide where to go to.
While I am here, I know, this is an anticipating season.
And I thank God for those people who willingly offered to sow into my life. Never forget and God won't forget!Labels: Vision
Remembering the LORD @ 5:15 PM
Spiderwebs all over
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Slow slow slow... I have been slow on blogging, slow on finishing my stuffs.
Busy at work? Still alright.
Work time is an enjoyable time.
Good supervisors, good colleagues.
We are the craziest bunch of people somehow.
Thank God for the prayer answered.
And I am here to dust away the spiderwebs... Hahaha
Remembering the LORD @ 4:35 PM
As we grow up
Sunday, September 6, 2009
When we are younger, all that we can think about is what to do with life, and just living life as it come and go.
As we grow up, our thinking starting to change.
Even as we transformed from a youth to adult CG, similar changes still occurred.
When we were a youth CG, all we can think of is fun and crazy over guys or gals.
When we grow and transformed into an adult CG, all we starting to think of is what kind of person we see ourselves become, what kind of person we marrying to, and what kind of wedding we would like to see in future. For guys, what kind of car they would like to get and what goals they want to achieve in their career.
That what is happening to our fellowship yesterday.
Mike being his usual self was sharing about his car and what kind of car he used last time and how he need to share with his dad while Dexter was paying attention to him since both of them are like car crazy? Though Mike is the worst of all.
The rest of the gals and guys?
Those guys are just playing and enjoying and chit-chatting random stuffs while...
The gals starting to talk about wedding.
One of my ex-cgl is planning for her wedding to be at the end of next year and my CGL was talking about how she would like her wedding to be.
The rest started to talk and having fun talking.
For those who were still schooling, they also joined in.
That is a young adult CG.
For the next half an hr, even as we leave the place and went to PS, we still talking about it.
As we grow up, our focus about life changes and the topic we talked also changes.
Remind me why I love Taiwan, cause Taiwan wedding shoot is so so so unique and NICE!
I forsaked Korea for it. If not, I surely go Korea for shoot.
Only taking photoshoot on special days.
And guess, I will spend much more on shooting then banquet and all.
I even planned to go M'sia for package in future.
SG is just too expensive for all that.
We all have a right to dream. Hahahaha...Labels: Dreaming
Remembering the LORD @ 10:28 AM
Response Determine Changes
Friday, September 4, 2009
Feeling can be the same, but the response must be different.
The calm before the storm, riding through the storm and the stage of landing.
To see a change, the response must be different.Labels: Response
Remembering the LORD @ 11:22 AM
Moulding Process
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
We always go through moulding process, regardless whether we want it or not, it is always there to desire to make us a better person.
This whole season, I recognised the important of friendship.
Identified my prayers intercessors and inner buddies.
And restoring some friendships by talking with them and also not to forget building friendships with those I am not close to.
But there is just a minor group.
When mentioning about it, talking about it, trying to put it down and be friend, but just certain words that they said, even my friends would said that it sound like something is off.
Not every friendships can be surely be restored but there are some that still have hope for reconcilation in the near future.
I also have my own weaknesses and sometimes, I also need to ask myself how I view all these people.
While I might talk about it, analysed about it, and even complained about it, at the end of the day, I still hope that things will turn it better and thus I found myself more leaning toward God.
Believing that through it all, He will bring restoration to a broken friendship.
It is all just part and parcel of life.
Having an Apostle Paul's Spirit! With the guidance of the Holy Spirit! =DLabels: Characters
Remembering the LORD @ 11:52 PM
Because of Him
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Life won't always be easy but because of Him, I know how to live.
Always expect the unexpected.
Up till now, nothing give me too much of a shock.
I live life knowing that when I was hit by storms, it is not because I am out of the will of God but because I am within the will of God that why I need to overcome storms.
Like Apostle Paul, though he was shipwrecked, though he was stoned, yet he never backdown.
I want to have the Spirit of Paul and Peter.
God is merciful and kind.
His grace is sufficient for me.
I will live through everyday knowing that it is for Him that why I dare to trust.
I dare to dream, dare to walk because at the end of the day...
I won't be alone!Labels: Trust
Remembering the LORD @ 1:20 PM
