Boldness
Friday, February 20, 2009
I never desire to be pampered by people except my mum.
Sometimes I wanna learn something and ask of it, but people forget all about it and the promises they make and it hurt more when all actions turn to be a justification when the truths is never found out.
Emotionally, I learn to be more in check and I got to be careful, using emotion to make me think I am weak just get them to be behind my back even more. The boiling feeling is never truly seen, while in my prayer closet, true tears are shed for the cries of the visions that I am awaiting for.
Physically, I am truly experience a stretch when truly I was diagnosed with gastritis and awaiting a hospital specialist visit in upcoming month.
I enjoyed one thing when I was sick is my mum, though as typical woman, is naggy in her own way, she truly love me and she pampered me and I only enjoyed the attention my mum gave me cause she always give in when she see how difficult I was when I was sick.
I just want to be in an environment of breakingthrough and fighting through and an iron fist is needed.
I was placed under an environment when I slowly get used to hurtful comments. And in my prayer list, I can see myself becoming who I am really am, a leader in the spirit, soul and body.
It is time for me to arise, one thing I gave up and need to gain back is boldness, the boldness to talk, the boldness to voice out and most of all, the boldness to arise...
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Remembering the LORD @ 12:42 AM
