Rememberance of where I came from
After meeting Leslie and chatted with some people over msn...
I was remembered of where I came from and how much the past few years had been for me.
Few things to know about past me:
a. I was once a sadist.
b. I was once a heck care person.
c. I was as stubborn and manipulative as anyone can know.
d. I was once an Atheist and like to do funny cult-like things.
e. I was quiet and unemotional.
Now the new me:
a. I am still stubborn but it only come when it is regarding my visions and dreams and goals.
b. Sadist is no good, silent can be gold at moment, but I learning to be talkative.
c. I care about my future, and to others who wanna to know what I has been doing? I just spend more times preparing for my future and going back to work force in a few wks time and then continue to move toward my calling.
d. No longer an Atheist, cause it is unlikely to think that God is non-existence. Since I tasted the goodness of God, it is too hard to say that He don't exist.
e. I am not emotional but I can still be silent when I 1st knew people who I know is not new friends or young believers. You know what I mean. Observation is precious when come to these...
CHC has been my most precious family for the past 5 years.
I can still remembered how the people that integrated me in church was either no longer around or went other ways in different zones.
I can still remembered the times of "training" my 1st CGL put me through so that I learnt to rely on God and hear from God Himself.
I can still remembered how I am challenged time after time to move further even when in my heart, I can't seem to understand why and how it works.
I am a dreamer + logical person.
I was once a D & S person.
Now I am an I & S + a minor D & C person.
I still discovering the power of balance in my life.
But I will always remember, because of Him, I am here!Labels: Remembering
Remembering the LORD @ 10:00 PM
