Prayers for the next year
Monday, December 22, 2008
2008 is coming to a close. And 2009 is coming near.
How I wish life is not fully too complicated yet not too simple as what fun will it be when everything is predictable?
As I was caught in a moment of uncertainty and confusion. I realised, it is all about letting go and welcoming a brand new year and a brand new me.
There is so much more than this... Somehow I knew it.
Maybe more than just a phone call and an email.
What I need is comfort from the Lord and friends.
At the end of 2008, my friends of future remains. My friends of a season drifted away and what left is friends of the now.
I tried to be a friend to the now but sometimes it is hard. To maintain this and that, to keep a smiling face.
I let go a little while of it and boom, what I heard is not concern...
Yet I can only thanks God for a life of chances.
I want to learn to hate the things He hates and love the things He loves. Though sometimes I don't understand but I just wanna tried. I don't know if I never try.
My prayers for next year is for me to be wiser, sharper, more tactful and loving, be able to do the things of God's will, be able to adjust myself to the working life, has a memorable 21st birthday, identified more friends of the future, be able to draw boundaries yet never lost myself to emotional walls and most of all, get rid of the remainder "me" that is not the design of God and also to be fruitful and more prosper so that I can be a blessing.
I will always remember in Isaiah, God always said, His ways is higher than my ways, His thoughts higher than my thoughts.
Enough of wandering.
2009 is drawing closer and I yet starting what I suppose to do.
I smirked and laughed.
I cried and I hid.
I smiled and I danced.
Now a brand new year?
What should I begin it with?
A life of prayers...Labels: Prayers
Remembering the LORD @ 12:53 AM
