God is the ANSWER to our prayer
It has been a week since I am attached.
Many things have changed.
=)
Never imagine things will be the way it is today, but looking back, it is really God.
He is the answer to my prayer.
And He fulfilled all that I ever prayed about many years back.Labels: Prayers
Remembering the LORD @ 8:50 AM
Thinking and COMMITING
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Thinking about Haiti...
Thinking about work...
Thinking about the next step.
There is a lot I am not going to say anyway.
Swallow them up...
Time to seek the Lord and committing all these into His hands. =)Labels: Prayers
Remembering the LORD @ 12:49 PM
Prayers moves MOUNTAINS
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Evertimes I have doubts, uncertainty, one thing I learnt over the years is to pray and leave it to God.
Sometimes it seem hard, sometimes it seem to be stagnant.
But whenever the prayer come to pass, I know and I know, my God is there for me.
Counting down to the end of 2009, I had seem many prayers coming to pass.
By faith, I claimed my promises...
2010, in 4 and a half days time...
I won't give up without a fight.
Another year of greater breakthrough.
7 years of being in church...
7 = Jesus!
More anointings, more power...
Come on! I can do it...
For... PRAYERS MOVES MOUNTAINS!Labels: Prayers
Remembering the LORD @ 2:32 PM
Prayers revive!
After praying and committing my mind to God...
Now now now, it is time to smile and walk through.
Thanks for those who I have met, it is really good time talking and sharing.
Now now now, focus on walking on...
The journey is still very very long!Labels: Prayers
Remembering the LORD @ 4:19 PM
Praying to the Father
Yesterday was really unexpected that I will be talking to the brother one on one.
The friendship was started when I got this curiousity to know him and I initiated the facebook chat a few weeks back and started to chat with him over facebook.
Yesterday was the 1st time we actually talked personally about me and what has been bothering me.
When I came into the group to fellowship, there were many questions that I carried.
In my heart, when he turned to me and talked about discipleship and wanted to include me in, for a moment, I stared at him with a blank look and he told me, it must be a shock? Since I just newly knew them and I barely know am I more spiritual or he is more spiritual.
I has my own questions at the moment.
The fellowship seem different.
The presence of God is there that make me desire more. To be with this group of people.
I once called up this brother after Friday FOP, and told him, I felt I coming in as a friend, and hinted that I don't plan to be part of the "family", maybe as a family's friend, but... not part of it.
In my heart, there are uncertainty.
Yesterday I talked to him as he noticed I was in deep thought and for the first time, I really shared about it and my past in church that until today, I was adjusting to new environment and trying to get away from the shadow of people who once imposed legalism on me.
He was opened to tell me, I am like him, the him who went through the similar situations and struggles.
For once, I seem to find the shadow of my spiritual father.
His spiritual daughter told me, I am more like a daughter to him compared to her.
I was puzzled.
Maybe now I understood a little bit as to why she felt this way.
The similarities of where we came from.
For once, I really felt free....
Free from all bondages of rules that I once received from others and I can be frank that, no matter how I want to shake it off, sometimes it is hard as for years, I has been following others' rules because I was unsure what is right or wrong until Pastor Kong taught about antinomianism, yet after practicing it for a long season, unless it is walking by the Spirit, I really felt struck trying to get out of it completely.
For once I know, it is possible and I won't be alone.
I did ask him why am I here with the group and he shared with me more about his vision.
As I heard of it, the same feeling, the same tug came upon me.
But he told me, the sacrifices, I did tell him my concerns and all we agree on is to pray.
As I was on my way back, I was talking to the sister who I just knew sometimes back.
I did tell him that I felt there is a closeness with this spiritual daughter of his when I first met her. I felt that I can be opened to her and shared.
Like there is a click within us.
I talked to her and decided I need to pray more to know is all these are the will of God.
Because it could open door for me to enter into my calling and even since 3 years back, when I decided to give my whole life to pursuit this call, I made a lot of decisions which involved my family.
Until today, whenever people know of my calling, they would imposed this and that in me but all this brother did is believe in me and offer his hand to me.
And one thing he told me, believe in God, trust in Him and Him alone.
People's voices are no longer an issue. Only God and only to God is the Alpha and Omega.
Abba Father, only You understand what I has been going through, all the struggles, all the confusions and uncertainty. Today I give it all to You in exchange for true freedom. I believe that You are Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. In You, I has found a future and a hope.
Lord Jesus, I pray that for all of my life, I will be focus on Your call and You alone. No one matter beside You.
In Jesus' name I pray. Amen!Labels: Prayers
Remembering the LORD @ 10:53 AM
Prayers
Needing prayers and need to pray more.
More and more prayers and more and more prayers...
How much more can I say?
Praying for health, for direction, for a call from God.
I want to walk and continue walking yet halfway, the storm make me stop and pause.
God, I have heard Your voice and I just don't want to go down the ways of asking You why things are not moving.
For Your ways are higher than my ways...
God... Help me...
Really need another breakthrough.Labels: Prayers
Remembering the LORD @ 10:56 PM
祷告
有人能为我祷告吗？
Chloe刚刚找过我，问我有兴趣去中国并帮忙城市关怀中心的拼字大赛。
我们凭信心打算去，拼在过后才想如何还清机票的钱。
如果这是神的安排，请祷告我们可以如期还清机票的钱。
我们真的很想去，也想放下担忧。
就算现在没有经费，我们有一颗相信主的信心。
我好想好想到中国去。
这是我的梦想，也是我的呼召。
我想不顾一切的完成神呼召我所要做的。
信心是从听见而来。
我听见了。
现在要去完成它。Labels: Prayers
Remembering the LORD @ 12:42 PM
Prayers Needs
After I blogged it down the feeling I have been pressing within me for the past 2 weeks, I felt much better.
Sorry guys for going through the sad things with me.
I really need prayers, against attacks and against myself.
I need to have faith within me to carry on and to move on.
Will you be part of the team that pray for me?Labels: Prayers
Remembering the LORD @ 11:31 PM
Prayers for the next year
Monday, December 22, 2008
2008 is coming to a close. And 2009 is coming near.
How I wish life is not fully too complicated yet not too simple as what fun will it be when everything is predictable?
As I was caught in a moment of uncertainty and confusion. I realised, it is all about letting go and welcoming a brand new year and a brand new me.
There is so much more than this... Somehow I knew it.
Maybe more than just a phone call and an email.
What I need is comfort from the Lord and friends.
At the end of 2008, my friends of future remains. My friends of a season drifted away and what left is friends of the now.
I tried to be a friend to the now but sometimes it is hard. To maintain this and that, to keep a smiling face.
I let go a little while of it and boom, what I heard is not concern...
Yet I can only thanks God for a life of chances.
I want to learn to hate the things He hates and love the things He loves. Though sometimes I don't understand but I just wanna tried. I don't know if I never try.
My prayers for next year is for me to be wiser, sharper, more tactful and loving, be able to do the things of God's will, be able to adjust myself to the working life, has a memorable 21st birthday, identified more friends of the future, be able to draw boundaries yet never lost myself to emotional walls and most of all, get rid of the remainder "me" that is not the design of God and also to be fruitful and more prosper so that I can be a blessing.
I will always remember in Isaiah, God always said, His ways is higher than my ways, His thoughts higher than my thoughts.
Enough of wandering.
2009 is drawing closer and I yet starting what I suppose to do.
I smirked and laughed.
I cried and I hid.
I smiled and I danced.
Now a brand new year?
What should I begin it with?
A life of prayers...Labels: Prayers
Remembering the LORD @ 12:53 AM
