Running after dreams
Thursday, February 26, 2009
I grew up dreaming.
Was born a day dream but wanna to leave the earth as someone who fulfil her dreams.
When I was younger, I dreamed of being a dancer, a musician, an artist.
I loved to act, sing and dance but many times, my mum said no.
Reason being, she got to take care of my new born sister and I got to painfully rejected the opportunities.
I hated my sister at first.
Been a new born and gaining the loves of my parents.
I found myself losing my dreams.
Bitterness and anger forced me to turn my hatred into actions.
I treated my sister badly, abandoned my dreams to pursuit after revenge.
Yet, I found myself falling deeper into the traps.
I losing myself and I wish to find myself and my dreams again.
As I got to know God, I found myself regain those dreams but most of all, I found myself dreaming new dreams that is one that I want to fulfil and my name represent it, my dream and ultimately my vision.
I tried times after times of denying myself of those dreams as I found myself too young, too inexperience and there are more talented people before me yet times after times, I am not willing to give up.
I give up a secure life to pray and seek after a dream and I found myself yearning for more.
From a past life of hatred to one that is persistent, I seek after dream and I desire to fulfil it.
There is so many things I wanna to say but only one thing is confirmed, I got to change my mindset and to believe God to move the ways He moved in Abraham's days, Jesus' days and ultimately today.
I running, running after You!Labels: Dreams
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