More than just a DREAM
Dream will always remain a dream unless we do something about it.
Until today, I still strongly decided that to further study is all that is matter to me.
Next 1 year, I will want to continue to work, and then the next step will be to slowly paid back my dad's CPF though to him, he found it funny, as they don't have worries about lack of CPF, after they hit the age of 55, they can actually live a good life.
And... I thank God for it as all the taught me is, focus in whatever I want to do, be successful, be independent and they only need to think for my sister's future while I am free to pursuit whatever I want.
Translation, counselling, full-time ministry...
If I can go and further study in all these, I feel I can take up to the next few years...
But, to further equip myself, to finish the race well, after doing some research, I start to replan my life.
It is more than just a DREAM.
It is a call, a VISION, a DESTINY!
I might not be the best and bright student during my Nursing years, but... my Diploma gave me an advantage when come to counselling course.
My Chinese Language gave me an advantage to pursuit translation.
And my passion for Theology keep me in track to study and continue to pursuit a dream to go in depth and pursuit my DREAM.
It doesn't seem easy when I was searching the net frantically, trying to find a course and a school that I can focus on as I go back to the workforce.
Gambatte!
I will work hard toward this call...
This dream of MINE!Labels: Dreams
Remembering the LORD @ 10:00 PM
Running after dreams
Thursday, February 26, 2009
I grew up dreaming.
Was born a day dream but wanna to leave the earth as someone who fulfil her dreams.
When I was younger, I dreamed of being a dancer, a musician, an artist.
I loved to act, sing and dance but many times, my mum said no.
Reason being, she got to take care of my new born sister and I got to painfully rejected the opportunities.
I hated my sister at first.
Been a new born and gaining the loves of my parents.
I found myself losing my dreams.
Bitterness and anger forced me to turn my hatred into actions.
I treated my sister badly, abandoned my dreams to pursuit after revenge.
Yet, I found myself falling deeper into the traps.
I losing myself and I wish to find myself and my dreams again.
As I got to know God, I found myself regain those dreams but most of all, I found myself dreaming new dreams that is one that I want to fulfil and my name represent it, my dream and ultimately my vision.
I tried times after times of denying myself of those dreams as I found myself too young, too inexperience and there are more talented people before me yet times after times, I am not willing to give up.
I give up a secure life to pray and seek after a dream and I found myself yearning for more.
From a past life of hatred to one that is persistent, I seek after dream and I desire to fulfil it.
There is so many things I wanna to say but only one thing is confirmed, I got to change my mindset and to believe God to move the ways He moved in Abraham's days, Jesus' days and ultimately today.
I running, running after You!Labels: Dreams
Remembering the LORD @ 8:08 PM
