A Warrior Princess, Daughter of The Most High God, devoted to Mercy, Truth, Grace, Justice, Freedom, Dignity and Value
"You shall also be so beautiful and properous... a crown of glory and honour in the hand of the Lord..."
Isaiah 62:3
You don't have to know me to know my story.
I only need an audience that is faithful to follow my story.
It only take a second to see me.
But a hundred years to know me.
It only take 3 seconds to leave an impression.
But only a minute for me to treat you like my best friend.
What is your place in my life?
It is up to you to decide and I to make a decision.
MYSTICAL .
SALT.AND.LIGHT
Evangeline Gabrielle Wang Shi Min
Physically BIRTH @ 25th Jan 1988
Spiritually BIRTH @ 21st Aug 2004
Water Baptism @ 10 Sep 2005
Asian
Child of Aquarius Star
Belonging to God's Kingdom
Serve in W532, LYL Zone
Once W516, W495, E457, N266, GT Zone
City Harvester @ Heart
Reside @ West District of SG
Attached on 25th Jan 2010 To a lovely and caring bf => Yang Changhan
A Million LOVES
[#01] God and His Kingdom
[#02] God's family [CHC]
[#03] World Missions
[#04] SOT 2008
[#05] Nations
[#06] Worship, Classical Music
[#07] Black, White, Brown, Purple
[#08] Sight-seeing, Blogging
[#09] Raining Days, Winter
[#10] Dark, Coffee Chocolates
[#11] TCC, Fish & Co
[#12] Lavendar
[#13] Poems, Theology
[#14] Anime
[#15] J-pop
[#16] Steamboat
[#17] Ed Hardy
[#18] Stars, Hearts, Bling Bling Stuffs
[#19] Citigem
[#20] Mount Faber, Botanic Gardens, Any Gardens
Dreams, Visions, Desires
[#01] Having God's presence EVERY SINGLE DAY!
[#02] More Revelations
[#03] More Inspirations
[#04] Love God Even More Each Day
[#05] Forever Passionate for People
[#06] Be a GOOD Shepherd
[#07] Leaders' Meeting
[#08] Mission Trips
[#09] Israel Study Tour
[#10] Be Debt-Free
[#11] Theology Degree [Master and Bachelor]
[#12] Matt 28:19-20
Wish List
[#01] God's General Series [#02] New Pair of Grey/Black Jeans [#03] Ed Hardy T-shirts [#04] Bling Bling accessories [#05] Ink refillers for my Brothers' printer [#06] Fujipix Z30 [Purple] Brought Sony instead!
[#07] Leather Jacket [#08] Steamboat [#09] Fish & Chips [#10] Chocolate Fondue [#11] 1st Goal
[#12] 2nd Goal
[#13] 3rd Goal [#14] Taiwan Trip
[#15] Korea Trip
[#16] Purple Inspiron Mini 10
[#17] IPod Classic [160 GB] Become Itouch!
[#18] CK Into Her
[#19] Gucci Envy Me
My primary love language is probably
Quality Time with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.
Complete set of results
Quality Time:
10
Acts of Service:
6
Words of Affirmation:
6
Receiving Gifts:
5
Physical Touch:
3
Information
Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.
Yesterday was really unexpected that I will be talking to the brother one on one.
The friendship was started when I got this curiousity to know him and I initiated the facebook chat a few weeks back and started to chat with him over facebook.
Yesterday was the 1st time we actually talked personally about me and what has been bothering me.
When I came into the group to fellowship, there were many questions that I carried.
In my heart, when he turned to me and talked about discipleship and wanted to include me in, for a moment, I stared at him with a blank look and he told me, it must be a shock? Since I just newly knew them and I barely know am I more spiritual or he is more spiritual.
I has my own questions at the moment.
The fellowship seem different.
The presence of God is there that make me desire more. To be with this group of people.
I once called up this brother after Friday FOP, and told him, I felt I coming in as a friend, and hinted that I don't plan to be part of the "family", maybe as a family's friend, but... not part of it.
In my heart, there are uncertainty.
Yesterday I talked to him as he noticed I was in deep thought and for the first time, I really shared about it and my past in church that until today, I was adjusting to new environment and trying to get away from the shadow of people who once imposed legalism on me.
He was opened to tell me, I am like him, the him who went through the similar situations and struggles.
For once, I seem to find the shadow of my spiritual father.
His spiritual daughter told me, I am more like a daughter to him compared to her.
I was puzzled.
Maybe now I understood a little bit as to why she felt this way.
The similarities of where we came from.
For once, I really felt free....
Free from all bondages of rules that I once received from others and I can be frank that, no matter how I want to shake it off, sometimes it is hard as for years, I has been following others' rules because I was unsure what is right or wrong until Pastor Kong taught about antinomianism, yet after practicing it for a long season, unless it is walking by the Spirit, I really felt struck trying to get out of it completely.
For once I know, it is possible and I won't be alone.
I did ask him why am I here with the group and he shared with me more about his vision.
As I heard of it, the same feeling, the same tug came upon me.
But he told me, the sacrifices, I did tell him my concerns and all we agree on is to pray.
As I was on my way back, I was talking to the sister who I just knew sometimes back.
I did tell him that I felt there is a closeness with this spiritual daughter of his when I first met her. I felt that I can be opened to her and shared.
Like there is a click within us.
I talked to her and decided I need to pray more to know is all these are the will of God.
Because it could open door for me to enter into my calling and even since 3 years back, when I decided to give my whole life to pursuit this call, I made a lot of decisions which involved my family.
Until today, whenever people know of my calling, they would imposed this and that in me but all this brother did is believe in me and offer his hand to me.
And one thing he told me, believe in God, trust in Him and Him alone.
People's voices are no longer an issue. Only God and only to God is the Alpha and Omega.
Abba Father, only You understand what I has been going through, all the struggles, all the confusions and uncertainty. Today I give it all to You in exchange for true freedom. I believe that You are Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. In You, I has found a future and a hope.
Lord Jesus, I pray that for all of my life, I will be focus on Your call and You alone. No one matter beside You.
